Its times like these I hate being alone... When Its murder not to pick up the phone and call an ex... just to even cuddle, even though cuddling leads to more... If I just even had someone to talk to I might be okay... Maybe? Hell If I know... It was just nice knowing that I could just call or text 'hey... can I come over' and then be in someones arms... I think that is what I miss the most. Just having someone there when I need them, just because, not needing a reason.
NOT TO MENTION:: When there are guys that 'seem' to take interest in me, I tend to get my hopes up ((Like now)) and It never works out, leaving me disappointed like usual... I think I give up on guys... For now at least, all they do is cause heartache, disappointment, and loneliness... you get so use to one, and then they leave, and your lonely...
I hate being lonely, and well that's when I end up picking up the phone and making mistakes...
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